HOME | CONTENTS | SEARCH | POST | NEXT | PREVIOUS | UP

Things
Get
Crazier
As Reality
Sets In

More Normal Than I've Been In Over A Year
dialup252-25.dotcomisp.net 07/10/03 03:34:32 AM

There is an inverse ratio in effect as I drift toward certainty... yes, what's in my head is CRAZY... I could have told you that right off, its not like I don't notice the ricochets happening when I point something out... its not my fucking fault, its reality's fault... I'm shooting it to you straight, I have been all along, you just THOUGHT I had lost my mind, because the data I have presented sounds crazy... it IS crazy, I know that, my insanity is a seperate issue entirely... I'm MILD compared to this reality shit... I don't make up stories this fucked up...

truthfully, I HAVEN'T lost my mind, I bet I think better than you do, I'm just not saying what you wanna hear... I don't wanna hear it either... I HATE hearing it at all, but I especially hate hearing it AGAIN... and AGAIN... and AGAIN...

so what am i supposed to do?

SHUT THE FUCK UP?

no fucking way, not this time, you can forget about that, in fact, I think I'll tell the SAPD EVERYTHING... regardless of how it sounds... the fact I'm telling the cops ought to speak for itself... check out what I say against the bare bones "evidence"... there may only be a few crumbs available, but in every instance, you will please make note... I was 100% RIGHT all along

can't somebody please help me with this? must I do the whole thing alone? because I will do it alone, fuck it

Kyle will help me (tears) thank you, God, I mean that, thank you for Kyle, of all people on this Earth, I can depend on Kyle, Kyle is my life, I won't throw it away, like Claude Morgan said, "It would be devastating to Kyle". I won't do that to Kyle, no matter how bad it gets. Kyle understands completely how I feel about ANYONE trying to destroy our mother's dream... she only wanted one thing her whole life, and that was for us kids to be safe and happy... that's who Cureton is stealing from... our Mom... that's a BIG NO-NO.

I'm serious. DEAD serious, Estebanito, you fucked up, bigtime.

ANTI POPEYE X FAN CLUB
HOME | CONTENTS | SEARCH | POST | NEXT | PREVIOUS | UP