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from: Mugtoe
impellaparkway0-1.static.iaxs.net
05-02-04
20:50:53
I'm still pretty tore at the moment. I forgot what day it was today, and I haven't eaten in a couple of days. I'm hungry as hell, but I just can't make myself go get anything to eat. I see you guys talkin about Cureton, and I wonder if I was like that to Sigmo. And I hope to hell I wasn't, but my drinkin probably did as much to kill things as Sigmo's ennui, and I can't blame him for that. I don't wanna be a Cureton. If I thought that was how I'm gonna end up, I'd just send myself home tonight. I'll smoke a bowl and make some rice and crawl in bed. Sleeping in the same bed with Sigmo and staying in the same apartment until we figure out what to do is really weird for me. A lot of what means home to me has been connected to him for the last six years. I probably should just come back home to Texas, but I want to sit this out a little while longer. I don't want to feel like I'm leaving anything behind this time. I just can't really think right now. I reckon I'll be better in a few days, and then I'll look about for that snap I lost a few years back.
