what the
fuck is this?
its really very simple...

all this INFO was put here because i wanted it to be here,. i paid the money, i  did the work, i beat down  the learning curve, i kept it going thru times of total chaos... its still here, i still run it, nothing has changed, its just gotten 10,000 times more dense and extremely
fucked up...
and  if you don't like it...

go look here... TITLES